The Endometriosis, Fibromyalgia, & Lupron Theory: FREAKING OUT!!!!!

I am totally freaking out right now. We got a bill from my car accident and its like $800+ so I called the hospital and asked them to bill my insurance because they clearly did not do that, they told me this bill was just sent before that... which is odd because at the top it lists who our insurance is. Then I am asking about if the physician fee is included in the ER visit and am told no, they are with a different company. I call that said company and am told there is a bill being processed to my insurance for like $400ish.... great. I ask if its them or the hospital that I would tell that this doc spent like seriously maybe 10 minutes with me which is probably why he didn't catch that I had a mild concussion or whiplash and just told me that my muscles would be strained and sent me home with nothing... which led me to go to my doctor within the next day which was just fucking fantastic. Then I call my insurance to see what is being processed or if they have any amounts so I can know whats going to hit me. They then tell me that I also have a ambulance bill coming from the local fire department which isn't a preferred provider that is around $600. Amazing. I really don't mind paying the ambulance people because those are the guys that cut me out with the jaws of life, had to lift my ass out on a gurney and calm me down. Plus they were amazing and very caring, even when they had left and came back on another call when I was being released from the ER they came back to check on me.

But the doctor pisses me off because I was at the hospital for multiple hours and you would think that someone would been there to help me get up when it came time for the neck brace to come off. Instead the doctor left because when the nurse took my clothes off due to me needing to "try" to go in a bedpan(which by the way I couldn't and I REALLY had to pee) she had left my undies hanging off of one foot so when the doc came in and said I could get up after seeing my xrays were ok, he saw a little pad hanging off my undies(no blood or anything though). He clearly got freaked out and left the room for me to get up by myself. I was super woozy but wanted to get the fuck out of there because they didn't know crap and I was treated badly.

I feel ya man....totally...

The whole experience just pisses me off.... somehow I managed to get the ticket because this old lady is old according to the insurance they have a slower reaction time so even if she was speeding it wouldn't matter because she was going up a hill. Plus what person in their right mind is going to admit to a cop that they were speeding??? NO ONE. And I'm not talking about 1-5mph over here I'm talking about a decent amount of extra speed. I was totally SPUN AROUND and I was only going about 5-10mph since I had been at a stop and was turning. I'm NOT one of those people who quick whip out in front of others, that's a jackass move. I still have to go to court for my f-ing ticket which just further pisses me off. I lost my new car, I was terrified of driving for a while and still have issues when others are driving, got a concussion/whiplash, have annoyingly large medical bills so I think I have paid my fucking dues into this car accident of what was my fault..... The old lady was totally fine and hasn't had to do crap... I'm glad she is ok though don't get me wrong.

P.S.... we have ants. Which is another reason I am freaking out. I hate bugs. These little tiny ants would go away! We've gotten the traps where they are supposed to eat it and then take it back to the nest and kill the queen, spray outdoor/indoor.... they are beasts I tell ya! I just cant keep up, I don't feel good as it is and cant keep cleaning like a mad woman because of stupid bugs.